Get Sad

hiatus 

what if I don’t want to make any sense?
and the rabbit runs into the moon cave
with a smile, followed by friends
who genuinely love him and care about
him. and want to be with him because
they just enjoy his company.
What if I don’t want to make any sense?
and the star fish cradles the last crab around
because he can and doesn’t need anything else,
he just wants to hold and be held.
what if I don’t want to make any sense?
and the leaves on trees don’t fall,
and there never was any elves to inhibit
the trees that never gave us candy. 
what if I don’t want to make any sense,
and I want you to drown me in your veins?
I want you to build me back to life
I want you to dream of us kissing
and I want you to not really care

dried river beds and fallen leaves will lead me to you  

at your grave today,

i sat for three hours.

hoping that your 

neighbors would

become jealous

of our love. 

i seem to be 

a hollow tree

passing time

with no leaves. 

smokeinatin:

And right when I’m at a loss
for words of feeling,
you sit on my tongue like
saliva
that is meant to be
swallowed and
restored back into my
body.

(drag my cig) “hey”

(drag my cig) “sup”

(drag my cig) “later”

(drag my cig) “fuck i suck”

waves like us were
never meant 
for the shore.
you see,
we run in
fear and 
displace ourselves,
anything to avoid
every other crashing
wave.
we are blue whales
in the beautiful sea
wandering forever
not meant to be
seen. 

your brain
is similar to
mine. 
in the way that
we spray paint 
our hearts
in places we know
nobody will ever
see them. 

you are the

moon and the

stars. from a 

mountain, i watch. 

you are a distant storm.

and every time you near,

storm warnings flash

constantly my dear. 

i want to be heard
by someone in
the distance.

someone sitting
on the top of a
lighthouse,

so they can
guide me to some
place that matters.  

I am just

so tired

of being

human. 

can you feel my

pulse? it is

breathing like

an earthquake.

i want to be forever

in a dream

so please don’t

wake me.